Sorry for beeing weird

[vanya]

Hey guys,

okay here comes my apology if I am going to seem weird these days. First, thank you all for your warm welcome after my absence for three weeks. The reason wasn't only vacation, but mainly Pieter. He lives in South Africa and we met on e-mail somewhen autumn last year. Pieter visited me the last three weeks and we traveled together through New Zealand. I fell in love to him and now he is on his way back to Africa and I feel pretty shitty in moment. I don't know whats going on with Pieter and me and I have serious problems at work as well. It might be that my time in NZ is comming to an end. Actually I am convinced it does, and that not far ahead probably. I don't know where I am going, or what I will doing. So please be patient with me, if I seem pretty weird. Thanks guys!

[Alcorad]

whoah. that is so sad, petra. would you like to share your experiences with pieter with us?

[Valdrik]

No need to appologize Petra. You are always wierd no matter what, so, its no biggie.

I kid I kid,

Sorry things are going kinda crappy right now for ya

[vanya]

You mean about Pieter or our trip? Both is still to close to tell much. Pieter is the wonderfulliest man I ever met and we traveled through landscapes so stunning that its not even possible to show them on a photo like they really are. This three weeks were the most amazing and stunning in my whole life.

Thanks, Corey. It means a lot to me.

[~Tom~]

Glad ya had a erh sorta goodish time .

[Lancir Misolen]

No probolem petra its better to have you back wierd than not have oyu here at all ;D ;D ;D ;D

[Morsereg Dîndaedel]

No problem Petra, it's great to have you back. We'll work through this, just PM me (or if I'm on MSN, message me) anything you need to talk about, I'll always be okay to talk.

[Siranna]

We all luv ya anyways so don't get yourself too down k? And if you need a boost, then just come here, ce can cheer u up.

[Raithen Anar]

I don't know you, but I sympathise. Hold on to those golden memories, and you never know what twists and turns the future will bring to your life. And not all have to be bad.
Just a small example. My late stepfather, actually met my mum, ( his fourth wife! ) first, years ago, and fell for her, both were with other people, after many years and marriages, ( in his case ) they met by accident, fell in love and married, and had a soul-mate marriage. He'd never forgotten her.
Pieter might be your soul mate, so if things are meant to be, they'll be. I believe.

[Envin]

CoG just wasn't the same without ya, you know that? We were all sitting here crying in our beer that you weren't here, so it's wonderful to have you back no matter how you're feeling, and there's nothing wrong at all with you feeling poorly, becuase we get to be there for you. We're always open to talk and listen, don't you forget it. ;D

[Jacky]

Aww, welcome back, though! Missed yooou. =)

[vanya]

Thank you guys. Luv ya too. And thank you very much Raithen. I actually believe the same, I am just in moment not very strong in my faith. But I try to get it back, I promise.

[Jacky]

Raithen is wise... **bows down** lol

[Raithen Anar]

Raithen is old, mate. LOL. A big bear-hug for vanya. It'll work out.

[vanya]

25 is old? Gosh, now I feel very old. But thank you for the big bear hug Raithen.